Une belle histoire

Today I have returned from France exactly 6 days ago. After I graduated from my studies I really could use some time off. My parents L. and B. went to France for two weeks and I decided to pay them a visit. I didn't do anything, like I wrote in my previous post. Not literally of course, but still... it felt good not having any kind of pressure resting on my shoulders for this amount of time. Just relaxing, visiting old little French towns and just wander around enjoying the sun and nature.

When I got home I got thinking. I'm done now. I'm so, so done now. I just don't know what to do next. What do I like, what do I want to learn? Do I want to learn some more, or start working. And where would I be working?

I need money, I know that. The dream I had to go study in Australia for a year, has suddenly came with doubts. I don't know why, but the feelings are there. I doubt my plans, I doubt my future. Somehow I feel like I want to learn something completely different from what I graduated in. Something totally different from media. Something entirely NON communicative. Something... that suits me. Something that learns me how I work and how the people around me work. I am so, so interested in people, but I also love to be creative and putting myself out there. So... what yet to decide?

Writing this particular blog has made me a little more informed about my future. Sometimes it helps just to write your feelings down, in order to get a grip on them. But now, I just want to show some of my photos and get back in the vacation mood. Just until I find out what I want...


Rue de la France @ Angers


Grand-père avec son glace @ Rennes


Monsieur Vagebond @ St. Malo


Le petit déjeuner (served for lunch as well, yay!) @ St. Malo

Comments

Jack Daniel said…
Hm, it's hard to choose a path where you can stay for the rest of your life, eh?

Komt wel goed met jou. Je hebt in ieder geval een diploma op zak...en aanstaande dinsdag zien we elkaar eventjes weer. :)

Leuke foto's. Haha. En een hele mooie tekst! :)

Groettekes!
Unknown said…
Hey Nique, je komt het vanzelf wel tegen :) Leuke foto's uit Frankrijk! Heb je er nog meer, staan die ergens op je Flickr? Vond het trouwens erg leuk met jullie in Utrecht, een geslaagd verjaardagscadeau! We spreken elkaar snel veel kusjes Larissa
Anonymous said…
I think you can choose everything you want, even if after you choose it, you think that this is not the thing you want for all your life... that's the advantage of young people, we can try many things and if we don't like it, we can finish it and began another better =D

I loved the third pic and how the "stranger" keep himself in that chain =P
Unknown said…
Gewoon nog een keer IAM gaan doen maar dan een andere stroming :)
dnqcnn said…
Thanks for the advice everyone.. I think I have found something I am interested in. I'll explain later in another post.
Anonymous said…
Lees het hele blog, pretty good

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